I had to head home. This is what happens when you live on both sides of the Sierra. At some point you have to leave one home and head to the other to make sure everything is okay. And it is hard to leave each of them.
My last evening we went for a walk along the dam. Despite the hoardes of mosquitoes it was a lovely walk.
The sun was setting and the flowers were lit by an incredible light. People were fishing below and there was the little "plop" of hook, line, and sinker every now and then. There was just a hint of haze from the distant fire to the north.
In past years we've taken evening walks around the edge of the lake, on the "beach". This year, there is no beach. The lake is full to the brim.
Abby, my sweet Abby dog, is buried on the edge of the lake and this year the fishes are feeding on her bones. She'd like that, I think, since she loved the water so much.
There are so many varieties of penstemon blooming around the lake I can't stop taking photos of them! So many variations of color.
So many color combinations nature has provided and the light at the end of the day is just perfect for ego-photography.... you don't get this intensity of color midday. JC had to curb his impatience as I snapped away.
We need these evening walks because it is the height of the season - when everything is happening, good and bad. Things break down during the height of the season, employees and employers get tired and grumpy during July and August, and the people just keep coming. And we have to welcome them - we DO welcome them - but at the same time it is a time when we can barely think and it is so much work to hold it all together.
Walking away from all the hustle and bustle for an evening is what keeps you sane and smiling.
We're still seeing Pacific Crest Trail hikers at the resort, and the John Muir Trail hikers are arriving too. The Edison Queen is sometimes making two runs to get everyone across the lake, and she was out of service for a couple of days which really made it interesting with everyone going across in the little boats. Hurray for our outside guys - John and Wayne and CJ - who kept it all going and got everyone where they needed to be.
It doesn't matter where I am these days, I am just crazy with work. I've been trying for months to get it under control and I am still working way too much. Some days I feel like I'm going to crack under the strain but somehow I continue to hold it all together. I'm not sure how much longer I can hold it all together but it wouldn't be seemly to fall apart mid-summer - simply not an option.
We had good friends at the resort for a week and they looked at us one day and said "We never really realized that while we're here on vacation all of you are working away" and it is true. We don't hike, we don't fish, we don't lay around in the hammocks. We wake up appreciative of the beauty and the potential - but truthfully we don't get out much to enjoy it. Early and late, yes. Mid-season, not a chance.
I brought our older dog home for a rest and a visit to the vet.... he's been sleeping since he got back. It is hard to separate the dogs but I left the cat up at the resort for company and Feather is busy enough that I think she'll be fine until we return.
Here on the east side I've got family coming in all this week - some just for a night on their way elsewhere, some staying for a few days and my neice staying for almost a month. It's going to be hectic for awhile... and you've got to just enjoy it while it lasts.
I'll look back on this post a few times to keep me sane until I can get back up there to my other family - the temporary family that grows and bonds over the summer and breaks apart in the fall... only to mend again next spring.
While I'm here I'll ride my horses in the heat, try to stay up on the work, and plan for that elusive time when I can back off a little.
Oh yes, and take care of all the neccesities - eyebrows, hair, laundry, vet, tomatoes, wedding, birthdays.....
PS. I came home to disappointment in the back yard. The fish are all dead but one.... there is something wrong with the chemistry of my water feature, I fear, as the water hyacinth all died too.... next year I'm ripping it apart and re-doing it.
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